Tue 23 Aug 2011
Windshield or Bug?
Posted by chris_engel under Banal, fitness, Food & Drink, Image
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For a while there I was a fan of *crossover* country music, and Mary Chapin Carpenter was one of my favorites. A standard on my iPod rotation had the line, “sometimes you’re the windshield, sometimes you’re the bug.” Yesterday, I was the bug. I was fasting, which is normal for my Mondays, but it didn’t go well. I spent most of the day obsessing over food, which is unusual for me. By the time Samara and I were both home, I was tired, cranky, and had no energy. My “meh” attitude didn’t help perk her up either (she’d had a good, but long day herself), and contributed to a “quiet time please” mood in the house. I finished adding a couple of new treads to the staircase to Mom’s apartment, with only two minor power-tool related injuries, but it took everything I had to do so. Afterward, I was too worn out to enjoy even doggie-play-time.
I realized that the fast was not improving the quality of my day, so I bagged it and ate. That was a good decision. What I ended up eating was not. I am following the Dukan Diet, and I’m down twenty pounds so far. Similar to Atkins, it focuses on lean protein and considers carbs to be off limits. In addition to foods that were Dukan-friendly, I also ate two slices of thin crust pizza, an apple granola bar, and an entire box of sugar-free/fat-free pudding. With a belly full of food, and now feeling both sluggish *and* guilty, I opted to go to bed early.
Those decisions were both bad for my diet. I could beat myself up over the slip, or I can roll with it. I’m choosing the latter. I know that I’ll get more accomplished, and make more progress toward my goals, by remaining positive and focusing on what I can do right now. Worrying about the past just isn’t worth it. Going to sleep on a carb-filled tummy has an upside… I’m plenty peppy today! I have a three mile run, a yoga class, and a massage scheduled today, so I can put that pep to good use.
As Winston Churchill said, “Attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference.” Yesterday I was the bug, but today I am the windshield.





